It's the end of the world as we know it

and I feel fine :)


So, I hooked up with my friend's brother last week at a party I threw. We've been talking ever since, but I feel awkward when I hang out with my friend now, especially after Thursday night when I was jokingly telling ***** that he should hook with my sister instead of me and he kissed me and told me to do that to his brother/my friend.

I want to get married, and sometimes I wonder why. Especially after I talk to my parents about their marriage. I mean, really the only marriage I know fairly well, is one of many that I don't want. Why do I want to get married? Guess, it's a good thing there are no prospects in my life.